Journey

Do you ever feel empty, lost, and unworthy?

You live but don’t feel you have any purpose in life. You wake up just to run another day ahead. Wake, eat, work, cry, eat, go back home, eat, then sleep. Everyday repeat.

Don't know what to do, what you chase, what your goals are, feel empty and unbearable.

Hollows in your mind and soul, like you lost something but didn’t get what you lost.

I did, I feel it, I am hurt; wounds in me can't heal despite everything. I’ve tried. Then, I look back to what happened and what I am doing; at that sorrowful time, I found something I had left behind.

God.

His mercis, compassion, and love. I forget to seek His presence and His face. I walk by myself like I can do that, but, you know, it doesn’t work. Now, I have tried to pursue Him and have faith, love Him, try to believe His greatness can handle my life, try to have peace, and surrender hiding in His arms; then something big happens to me,


I felt His presence with me through the wilderness. I found myself again, and I felt His love. I tried to read the Bible again to build communication with Him, seeking the Holy Spirit as my guide.

If you think I am stable and sound good now, No, it isn't. Now, I am still learning, crawling to come close to Him, and I want to share His words to bless everyone.

My sins were great, but His love was greater. Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me.

Look for your spirit's Journey, and believe He sees and hear your tears!

Come now, let us settle the matter,”
    says the Lord.
“Though your sins are like scarlet,
    they shall be as white as snow;
though they are red as crimson,
    they shall be like wool.

Isaiah 1:18